more news ...more tests

I had the fluid drained yesterday and they took 3 1/2 liters from me...AMAZING!!!! I now know why I was sooooooooooooooo uncomfortable...the procedure isn't supposed to be painful but it turned out to be painful for me so next time I need fluid drained...they are going to give me pain meds during and after...I then experienced spasms from the pressure of the fluid being released...I had to take pain meds and it helped...I received a liter of fluids last night and then came home...I'm fasting again for a CT guided biopsy test for today...they are looking to take out fluid from one of the tumors and send it off for compatibility testing for the right chemo match should I decide to go back on chemo. I have a meeting with my Doctor on Thursday to discuss all options...what will give me the longest life with the least amount of side effects and possible complications...I"m open to look at many ideas....and also if I do nothing...what are the side effects that I should expect? This is a week full of testing and information....I'll know more soon! Have a beautiful day...

update

Things are progressing in a direction that I didn't want...the PET scan shows the cancer has spread everywhere in my abdomen...not sure of the details ...it was a quick read...I'm on my way to get fluid drained from my abdomen and then more fluids put in to avoid dehydration. I don't feel well at all...I can't function much...at least I was able to stay out of the ER...I'll do my best to stay in touch...love Summer

no classes this week

I haven't contacted anyone yet but I wanted to let you know that I'm not going to teach any classes this week. I'll be sending out emails.

My symptoms are intense and I'll be getting testing done this week...I'll keep you posted as I know more...I'm very lucky that I'm not in the hospital ...I've been told numerous times to go to the ER but I don't want to ...I will if I have to ...but so far ...I'm dealing with my symptoms...I want to be in a peaceful environment...

Love to you...

please send some love

I don't feel well...symptoms are intense and I could use some healing energy...more to share as I know more...for now...you know what to do...Much love to all...Summer

LOVE and well wishes

Dear Friends,

There seems to be a lot of time between posts these days...I have been very busy with treatments and healing energy...through the transmission of my Qigong community ...my yoga community and more!

I'm very blessed to exchange such loving energy and experiences with so many! The abundance continues to support me ...

Each time I get to a point financially when I'm unsure how I will manage...another fund raiser...another anonymous gift...another check with love...another bag of cash shows up and I make it another month.

I'm well and loving every moment I'm able to share this human form with all of you ...

Many of you are asking about my tests results ...when will they be???

The basic blood work is showing awesome!!!

The BIG tests are coming ...A full body PET scan and the blood marker test ca-125  will be the first part of August or sooner...even if the tests show something...they still recommend that I go by how I feel...the treatments may change according to the results...I'm supposed to return to Mexico after the test results...I'm waiting for enough funds to pay for that visit...I know all will work out just right.

For now....I'm in treatments filling myself with love...sending love to everyone during my treatments...I'm enjoying the few conversations that I get to have...the few emails I can write....the yoga classes I'm able to teach and the morning classes that nurture my soul with so much love and support. Thank you to all who are on this path with me....we are all learning the preciousness of life together...

My sweet friend and angel girl Mary is so close to her transition now....months ago I was prepared to share her with the light and she is still holding on to all of this LOVE that everyone surrounds her and her family with....her tiny little body is still so full of clear conscious life...we all benefit by her presence...she will let go any moment now...please send her love and healing as she is ready to fly! I love you Mary...thank you for your time here with me...raising the bar ...teaching me about life! You will be missed on this earth!

Please visit me in one of the classes...due to limited time...it's a great way to connect!

all is well

I'm swamped and awesome ...I'll write in detail soon...for now...all is well...much love to all...take care...please come see me in classes...scroll to the right for class info...

another week has passed...

I can't believe it's been another week since I've blogged...My treatment schedule and the few classes I teach have kept me very busy...another shot down last night...not as sick this time...

The fund raisers have continued and I'm so grateful that I have another month to cover my expenses while I test the healing waters of this current treatment...

Many of you are calling to ask me what I need...

In a perfect world...

• a raw food chef / organic food chef / juicer aficionado to prepare meals 

• continued donations to cover medical and basic living expenses (most important)

( the soul of yoga in encinitas has a dedicated non-profit account just for me and 100% of the money donated is given to me!) To have received these ongoing donations...it has made it possible for me to live and to continue to heal...thank you for your generosity...

I have BIG medical tests in mid August and will know more about the success of this treatment...at this time I can only teach a few classes and the income is minimal...if the community can continue to donate it would be so much appreciated ...the love and the energy of reciprocation continues ...my heart is open and my love for all of you is more and more apparent(transparent) ....I continue to be grateful for all experiences...

Namaste